Madison turned two on Friday. I don't know what is harder to believe, that she is two or that I have been a mom for two years.
I am currently struggling with the million dollar question, do we have another baby?
I love Madison and would love to have another baby, but I also know that another baby changes the dynamic of our family completely. Would she really benefit from having another sibling? Would I? Is it wrong to contemplate having another baby just because I like to sleep through the night, it is only temporary after all. Maybe there is no good answer. It;s probably true what people say... If you wait for the 'right' time to have a baby then you never will.
So to jump or not to jump? I guess only time will tell.
For now... lose the 15 lbs that Madison left on me, get skinny.. and have a decision by the fall.
Tomorrow - water and gym.